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DEDICATED TO AN ANGEL OF MY SOUL Nicholay Dolzhinsky

                                    I LOSE YOU.

Candle burns out

In my dead soul

I'm losing you:

We are not together already.

  Tears are not visible in the eyes

And the flowers wilted

No words are heard in my ears

What once you whispered.

My life without you is

This is darkness, this is darkness.

I'm losing you

Relationship collapse.

I can not forget

Your lips, eyes ...

I do not know how to be:

I'm losing you

You are my light, my life

My passion and dream.

I ask, come back:

Without you, there is no me.

02/14/2016

                                                         

Once I met you

A.

Once I met you

I really can’t forget.

I can't live without you

I love, wish and breathe you.

My soul is screaming

You are not with me now.

I will go to the ends of the earth, I am after you

And I will be your angel.

I love you, I love you!

Please do not leave, do not leave me:

I’m dead without you, I can’t hear a heartbeat.

There is no more breath.

There is nothing more. But you are my light

Breath of the wind, shining stars.

You are the world, everything, everything that can only be.

You are death, a drug for me.

And I love you. Love you!

I want to hug you again

Feel the taste of your lips

Catch your eyes ... Love ...

I shout excitedly: do not leave!

Come back and hug. Love ...

Once I met you

I really can’t forget.

I can't live without you

I love, wish and breathe you.

05/17/2016

Only you in my dreams

I see your silhouette in them

Only you in my dreams

You and nobody else.

 

I am calling you in a night's sleep:

I whisper your name and wake up

Your soul is in my soul

I am only saved in you.

 

05/17/2016

There is no point in life without you

No light in the dark

And the rain doesn't make me happy

Without you. Without you.

 

No day, no night without you

No stars in the sky

There is nothing around, only emptiness

Without you. Without you.

 

And the heart can't beat without you

There is no breath in my chest

My soul is dead without you

Now there is darkness inside.

                     05/17/2016

A.

I hear a heart beat:

It is becoming weaker.

My soul is in your hands:

Or love or kill.

In the fog of memories

I get lost and do not find me the light.

I am calling you, I ask for your help

But you are silent and there is no answer.

You are the sun of my life

You ray in the darkness of night

I need you like air and water

And you need me.

05/17/2016

The soul dies, dies.

Your silhouette disappears in the dark.

I don't see you, no more

And the light fades my life.

 

Our nights are melting, they are melting without a trace

Taking away all our secrets.

Desires and dreams disappear

And you are with them.

 

Everything dies, dies.

Your silhouette disappears.

There is darkness, darkness.

You leave forever.

05/17/2016

MY ANGEL

And God once whispered

That you are my angel.

So why are you me

I left one.

 

After all, the essence of the Angel is:

Keep, lead, protect.

But, behold, your words are empty.

Which way to choose? How to find out?

 

You gave life and air, water,

He kept, protected, loved ...

Now I go, not knowing the ford.

So why did you forget me?

 

After all, you are my angel!

The essence of the angel, after all, is this:

Protect, lead, love ...

How could you forget about it?

07/18/2016

I'll kiss you timidly

Timidly touch your hands.

When you were near, my heart sang

Having experienced your love torment.

A.

I will whisper softly: “love”,

I smile, catching your alluring look.

I will come and hug you

Having experienced the love of your poison.

A.

I thank fate for you

And I won’t tire of repeating to you:

I love and live loving

And I continue to wait for you.

07/13/2016

A.

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